a little love story.

so he kissed me. while he had a girlfriend, and i had a boyfriend. he says hes dumping her. it all starts with us sitting alone. the others have gone off. he askes if i like him still. I say kinda, 'cause i dont know whats gonna come next. cool, he says. and later, it happens. next day, he dumps her. i dump my guy. it wasnt gonna work out anyway. so i wait. a few days pass and hes giving hints. all this time, i cant beleive what he did at the weekend. it wasnt real, was it? after school and hes hugging me, 'cause im cold. our friends say we should just get together. and so he asks. i say yes. we walk. a little while later, we kiss. but it was only quick. he leaves me, to go mess around with the guys. then hes gone. walking off home without saying bye. dissapointed. this is how it goes the next day, only there is no more hugs and kisses. and now? its only been 3 days, and already it feels like we are over. ive loved you for almost a year now. and you know it. why throw that away? why even bother to lead me on all this time. dont tell me that you never stopped loving me. i cant take lies anymore. & i just dont know what to do

to think,

to say.

if anything?